Random Thoughts

If you were to randomly die, would you prefer to spontaneously die on your happiest day or suddenly die on your saddest day? Not sure why this question popped into my head, but once it did, it triggered a flood of emotions and thoughts on the subject.

Like, if I died on my happiest day, for example, a birthday or celebrating a special event with loved ones, am I being selfish? I may be going out with a smile on my face, but will the anniversary of the occasion being shared with the anniversary of my death, spoil this special occasion or memory for those I love? Or if I cross over when I'm sad, does that sadness cross over with me or linger behind, haunting those I love?

In the end of all my quandary, I decided I would prefer not to think about it, and just live my life to its fullest, doing my best to be happy as frequently as possible. I want to spend my life and each day creating positive memories with family and friends, making new friends as I go, while attempting to express my love, pride, and gratitude to those I love, in hopes that they will remember me with fondness as the kind, happy, helpful, caring, devoted, loving, and adventurous individual that I have always endeavored to be.

What are your thoughts? I'd love to hear what you have to say. As always, this is a respectful environment, so any comments should be as well.

Birthday Cake for Mom